Post by QueenSlut on May 19, 2006 11:06:51 GMT -5
Why?
I try to make sense of the voices I hear.....
Not a single one of them is clear.
I can't tell what they say,
or Why they push me this way.
Am I wrong for feeling such despair?
Everyone tells me........
"You have everything going for you, how can you be so angry and confused?"
I don't know........
I search for the deeper meaning, only getting more
vengeful and more fiery.
Why are there no answers to my questions?
Someone, please tell me.......
Tell me how to be, how to live, what to believe.
I feel the only solace I may find is in eternal
submission.
Life
I try to be good,
do the right thing.
Somehow I always screw it all up.
What am I doing wrong?
I try to see the good, not judge and still be happy......
So why am I so empty?
not unhappy, just empty.
I try to offer myself in the only ways I know.......
still only accepted by few.
Why do the rest of you run from truth?
You can't hide from it, bury it, burn it, cut it, torture or escape it.
Truth......the only constant.......
even if it leaves me empty.....
I still know it's true, not a fabricated reality......
but a true reality.............
Life can be empty.
You
You tell me I'm nice.......then you run
You tell me I'm pretty....then you snicker
Why must you try to bring me down to where you are?
You must be incredibly unhappy........
Why else would you force it upon me?!
Although, I must warn you.............
Once you've turned me into you.......
You will not win, for I learned all my secrets from you.
How did I become so vengeful?
Because of you!
You turned me into this, this angry woman who carefully plots who the next victim will be.
So calculating, so manipulating...........
And you wonder why..................
You've done this............now deal with this madness you've helped create.
That's right.......you can't!
You're already dead to me!
Untitled
Why is it that I run from what I know is true?
Why not accept what fate has brought to me?
Is it not enough? Do I need more?
YES! I scream.......they don't hear....
I cry......no one wipes the tears.........
Still I yearn for someone to understand the voices that speak to me
Could it be you, that also hears them?
Maybe, but do they say the same thing?
NO! How could you know what they tell me?
To live in my mind can be painful and enlightening all in one.
Why is it that when I want one, I get the other......
Always questioning everything around me, never fully able to trust
I walk through like everything is fine, trying to find my own piece of mind...
Is it not there?! Or have I just not looked hard enough?!
I may never know.......but I'll keep going, the only way I know...
Continuing my search through my dreams, keeping it all in.............
Until someone answers the screams.
I try to make sense of the voices I hear.....
Not a single one of them is clear.
I can't tell what they say,
or Why they push me this way.
Am I wrong for feeling such despair?
Everyone tells me........
"You have everything going for you, how can you be so angry and confused?"
I don't know........
I search for the deeper meaning, only getting more
vengeful and more fiery.
Why are there no answers to my questions?
Someone, please tell me.......
Tell me how to be, how to live, what to believe.
I feel the only solace I may find is in eternal
submission.
Life
I try to be good,
do the right thing.
Somehow I always screw it all up.
What am I doing wrong?
I try to see the good, not judge and still be happy......
So why am I so empty?
not unhappy, just empty.
I try to offer myself in the only ways I know.......
still only accepted by few.
Why do the rest of you run from truth?
You can't hide from it, bury it, burn it, cut it, torture or escape it.
Truth......the only constant.......
even if it leaves me empty.....
I still know it's true, not a fabricated reality......
but a true reality.............
Life can be empty.
You
You tell me I'm nice.......then you run
You tell me I'm pretty....then you snicker
Why must you try to bring me down to where you are?
You must be incredibly unhappy........
Why else would you force it upon me?!
Although, I must warn you.............
Once you've turned me into you.......
You will not win, for I learned all my secrets from you.
How did I become so vengeful?
Because of you!
You turned me into this, this angry woman who carefully plots who the next victim will be.
So calculating, so manipulating...........
And you wonder why..................
You've done this............now deal with this madness you've helped create.
That's right.......you can't!
You're already dead to me!
Untitled
Why is it that I run from what I know is true?
Why not accept what fate has brought to me?
Is it not enough? Do I need more?
YES! I scream.......they don't hear....
I cry......no one wipes the tears.........
Still I yearn for someone to understand the voices that speak to me
Could it be you, that also hears them?
Maybe, but do they say the same thing?
NO! How could you know what they tell me?
To live in my mind can be painful and enlightening all in one.
Why is it that when I want one, I get the other......
Always questioning everything around me, never fully able to trust
I walk through like everything is fine, trying to find my own piece of mind...
Is it not there?! Or have I just not looked hard enough?!
I may never know.......but I'll keep going, the only way I know...
Continuing my search through my dreams, keeping it all in.............
Until someone answers the screams.
